Your girl has a slutty kinky mind...

Sometimes conversations take a weird turn

Master - Should be sleeping

me - i'm sorry, if i'm the reason your not.

Master - fillmywetstinkyholewithyourlog.com

me - eh..

Master - just go there

me - eh, wow

Master - twofingerpussydance.com

me - wow....

Master - and you thought it'd be dirty.

me - yes i did.

Master - No idea why

me - your girl has a slutty kinky mind cause of you

Mia Master

Its not as serious as it sounds, i hope. i'm so used to Daddy being on my arse about the small and big things during the day that, now i'm worried.

Talked to Him last night before i went to bed. He called from work. i like to think its cause i said i miss Him but never know. We talked a little, laughed and things were as normal. i got slightly yelled at for something stupid i had done and He gave me a small punishment (glad i got that instead of bad girl points). We said our nighty nights and i jumped in bed. That was about 24h ago and haven't heard a word since. Not a response to my punishment assignment, no comment on my breakfast picture or dinner picture, not even a answer to my "i love you" text. Not a word.

He was suppose to have the day off today but His schedule changes more often then not so hard to know.
i did beg Him to send me a text if His day off today got canceled thou... but not a word.

i'm sure everything is fine and i'm just being worried for nothing.. but still. i'm worried and its a feeling i dont like, not one bit.

"I had a long night and a rare day off. I didn't set my alarm clock and happened to sleep late."

Good girl vs Bad girl points..

Mr Evil has given me more freedom and more power over my own sexuality. Cant say i remember why we had the conversation in the first place but, one day we talked about my orgasms. Like a lot of subs out there i need to ask permission. Something which makes me not do it a lot unless we play or talk etc. Mostly cause its a bit frustrating getting worked up and not have Him answer my text cause of work or something.

So, Mr Evil has designed a good girl/bad girl point system allowing me more freedom with for example using point to have a orgasm without asking first. Of course there are some rules to this system.

To earn good girl points i can for example:
- post three blogspost in a week = 1 point.
- gain a blog follower = 2 points
- post getting comments = 2 points
- not gain a bad girl points = 1 point/week up to max of 3 points/week
etc.. 

i can also use the good girl point for:
3 points to orgasm without asking
2 points to "delete" a bad girl point

The number of earned (sounds so serious) bad girl points will decide what kind of punishment i will get.
Mr Evil feels that sometimes there are things that i do wrong, thats not a good thing.. but still not bad enough to really punish me for.. so now i guess He can wait and punish me until i collected "enough" bad girl points.

A bit confusing isn't it? Feel the same but i'm sure we'll get the hang of it soon enough.
And.. of course Mr Evil can give me both good point and bad points for small or big things i do.

His greedy little slut.

This girl isn't even allowed to keep pleasure to herself. Geez, Greedy Mr Evil... 

To be fair.. i had this one coming. Another selection of sextoys ended up in my mailbox a while back and i was allowed to make the choice myself without Him really saying much of anything about it. i picked two things and one of them got sent my way. This time it was a bondage kit in bright pink. A set of rope cuffs with a blindfold and gag included. Already own a blindfold and gag but cant have too many right. 

So.. it all started with me being his greedy little slut asking if i was allowed to play before bed. He thought about it for awhile and then said i could.... but only if i included my new toys. 

Of course He had an idea about how his little girl should put these to the test.. 

Sometimes i should just keep my mouth shut and stop giving Him ideas. 

He starts off carefully and tells me i have to put one cuff around my left ankle, the other around my right and then put both ends of those around my left wrist.  I was then told to put the same arm behind my head, which forced my tied ankles in the air. Sounds simple enough right? i have to admit i did sigh a little.. and got told off for it too i might add but i still had a smile on my face and agreed to those terms.. then comes the hard part. He tells me i have to do it gagged and blindfolded too.. Once again i agree and just as i'm about to end the call He goes "Oh.. and babygirl, nippleclamps on and plugged too". What now?! and here i thought i was going to get away easy for once. i should so know better. 

I could hear the huge grin on His face as he quickly ends the call, not giving much room for complaints.

He did manage to squeeze in a request for a picture before hanging up the phone. Leaving His girl to do as she's told... In the end i'm glad i was made to wear the gag.. and so glad the guy next door wasn't home. 

The cuffs sure leaves a lot of possibilities and i like the softness in something so evil, but have to say i like the gag more then the cuffs. Its way more comfy then the one i already own, even if i prefer black over pink. 

Just hope Mr Evil is around for His proper Thank you soon...

Maslow's hierarchy of needs

My summer holiday is coming up (actually celebrating midsummer in Sweden today, Yay for national holidays) and things at work are slowing down some, at last. When your mind isn't filled with work and other stressful things it gives you (in this case me) time to think about things differently.

The latest subject on my mind has been needs. i came across Maslow's hierarchy of needs again the other day and it got me thinking. (If you have no idea what on earth i'm on about.. look here ).

To me it seems alot of people have flipped the pyramid. Putting more focus on self- actualization then basic needs. At one point i did too, but i learned my lesson and life doesn't work too well that way. Its easy to tip the pyramid over if you take care of the "top" needs first.  So how does this connect to D/s.. well when a Dom goes in and starts "controlling" their subs life.. What part do they go for first? Like everything else that depends on the Dom i'm sure.. but wouldn't it be more effective to go for the basics first? Sleep for example.. or Sex?

Where does your biggest needs fit in? What need is the most important after the basic ones?

My needs change over time.. but right now, right this minute i'd do anything for hug or ten.

Blame

Mr Evil starts to wind me up over text, i follow His moves and one thing leads to the other, pictures are being sent and all of a sudden i get blamed for Him being late for work. How is that fair?

Sex store

In a small town as mine, finding a store that sell fun toys isn't the easiest thing in the world. A while back i was on holiday and of course just "happened" to walk past the largest toy store they had. It was massive! They had it all, and then some. Found some really awesome whips and paddles i wouldn't mind picking up if i was allowed. This also included one with spikes. My friend smacked me on the hand with it and... ouch! Hand hurt for hours after. When i told Mr Evil He laughed and said it probably wouldn't hurt that much if it was landing on my arse. Somehow i'm not as sure. A little harder and it would be bleeding.

Internet is awesome for shopping but having the chance to touch, squeeze and try things can make a huge difference. Would never ever have thought that paddle would cause that pain, but it did. Lets hope the next store i shop from online has good deals for refunds (i'm so shopping addicted).