Dont know where to start.

This girl doesn't know where to start.

She knows how important it is for her to remember her place but, 

sometimes emotions take over and it's hard to see through them. 

Her place is at Masters feet. 

As Your slave for You to do with as You see fit 

and hopefully with both Your (and her best) at heart. 

This slave might not always understand it all but

she knows there is a purpose for it, even if it's for Masters pleasure alone. 

She's sorry for forgetting her place sometimes, at times like today. 

She is where she is cause it's a place she wants to be, 

a place You let her be and she should treat it as the gift it is. 

Specially on days when You treats Her like a princess. 

It's a reward for being the good girl You want her to be. 

To forget her place during moments like that is nothing but disrespectful. 
 

This girl is sorry for disrespecting You. Didn't mean too. 

Rice punishment

Don't know if you remember but i was up for a rice punishment awhile back. For different reasons it turned into another punishment and the rice never happened.

Well.. cant say that anymore. Kinda did a small fuck up on the health/picture assignment. When it happened He said that the morning after i had to text Him to say what i was eating for breakfast and He would then decide if the rice punishment would happen or not.

That morning it didn't but it did the morning after that (yesterday).

Hate punishments, not always the punishment itself but cause it makes me feel like the worst submissive in the world. Don't like the feeling of knowing i let Him down. He wasn't even angry (or if He was He didn't show it) but i just get so angry with myself for giving Him a reason to punish me. Rice is one of those punishments i just hate so much. It hurts, and it doesn't just hurt then and there but the whole day after as well.

Luckily for me, the rice punishment this time only lasted 10-15min. i had to kneel on rice while talking to Him and while eating breakfast. it hurt so much.. i tried so hard to control my emotions and while it was happening too. i wasn't allowed to get off until breakfast was finished and not allowed to stress eating it either.

The marks on my knees when it was all over, were.. interesting and damn it hurt!!!! i was so close to breaking into tears, but Master calling me His good little girl, telling me how loved i am made it all better.

i always get so amazed over how punishments make me feel, even small ones like this one.. specially when i haven't been punished in awhile. Tend to do my best to stay away from them and not one to do something stupid just to get punished.

Does subs always punish themselves harder then their Dom ? i know i do.

Who are you?

i have always been a very nosy person, curious as hell about everything and nothing.
Maybe thats why i find statistics about who's reading my blog so interesting.

Want to be curious with me?
This week my blog has so far had readers from (top to bottom)
USA
Canada
Germany
UK
Spain
France
Italy
Hong Kong
Greece
Sweden
Norway
The Czech Republic

and now here comes the interesting thing.
74% of those use Windows
13% Mac
7% Ipad
2% Linux
and 1% use Iphone.

Now the question is. Which one is you?

Sextoys

Its been a very long (and busy weekend) and even if its been alot of fun, i'm glad its finally over.
My weekend had a nice ending thou as i opened my e-mail and found a new message from an unknown person.
It was a mail from a online adult store asking if maybe i would like to review their toys on my blog, in exchange for free toys every now and then. i had the email forwarded to Mr Evil to see what He thought.
He thinks its a good idea, so this morning i just had to email back. Going to be interesting to see what happens next.

How to pull hair..

Just had to share this video Mr Evil showed me today, i think its funny. Hope you do to.

Meal plan

Sometimes i should be careful what i ask for.

Asked Mr Evil for help with a health issue where i'm currently showing bad character. i just don't want to listen to myself sometimes but if it comes from Him, its a huge difference. i got a lot more then i asked for thou.... and now have a picture assignment twice a day so He can keep an eye on me.

i accidentally got Him upset with me as well.. cant say i know what i did, but it blew over before it turned into a big deal (or so i think, since He hasn't said anything else).

Secretary

SPOILER ALERT!!  

Haven't seen it? Then watch it and don't ready my post, unless you want the juicy details before watching it.

Why does it feel like i'm the last one to see this movie?
People are on about how awesome it is and how its shows the kind of D/s relationship that they are looking for. When i've heard the same thing enough times its bound to get me interested sooner or later, in this case.. Later. Don't know why it got me interested this time and not the 100 times before but i just had to see what on earth everyone seems to be on about.

i wouldn't call it the best movie ever, not even that awesome... except for the D/s parts. Some scenes made me blush not cause it was naughty or anything but more cause it could have been me rushing up to His (as in my Daddy) house wanting to express my need for pain but ends up saying something else.
My favorite scene is when she is having sex with her boyfriend, actually just making out. Which then leads to sex, she does her best to get him to spank her but fails. After he's done having sex with her, he goes  "I didn't hurt you did I?". The disappointment in her face is just.. awesome.That right there is why i can never ever have a pure vanilla relationship ever again.

Not hard to see why people love this movie.
From a subs point of view, i can feel her frustration and the emotions when he stops playing with her. The moments when she is trying so hard to impress but fails, when she does things she isn't allowed to do in attempt to get his attention or when she tries to prove her love to him. Nice to know good girls get rewarded.

Its not hard to relate to things in that movie..
Still haven't seen it? Then you should, if nothing else just to know what on earth people are on about.
Have you seen it? Leave a comment with your opinion, please?

Favourite D/s song

You have one of those favourite songs with a D/s meaning don't you?
i do.. and my latest favourite is a fresh one, allthou i like the remix better then the original. Below is just the audio of the remix but if you haven't seen the original video, google it. Its cool.

Empty

Not really in the mood to be posting at the moment, and not really a lot to be posting about. Mr Evil is on.. well evil hours at work and i just miss Him so much right now.